Ten Years later

It's been ten years since Dad died. I find this so hard to believe. It seems both like it happened this morning and that it happened a million years ago.
This year is super hard. Partly because I am really dealing with what mom is and what she did to all of us.And partly because so many things suck. Life is fucking hard. I really wish that I could sit Dad down and talk about everything . I need his sense of humor even in the darkest situations. I need his intelligence.I need his thoughtful kindness.

I miss you so much!