The voices are getting louder

Things had been going relatively smoothly since December. Not any more. Temper tantrums, throwing things, talking to me like I am stupid. Locking themselves into rooms and not speaking for hours. Hopelessness, depression. It is really hard right now. There are appointments with various doctors, but not for a couple of months. This shit is not easy, and anyone who tells you it is, is also full of shit.