All right....

I give up. I can't do this. Four major meltdowns in three days. The last one because he misheard what I said and was waiting for me to go out on a walk with him. I explained that he had misheard me, but he could not let go of what he thought that I said. He has gone walkabout now.
I can't keep this up. He throws things when the slightest thing goes wrong. If he knocks something over, he picks it up an throws in across the room, even if I am in the line of fire. There is nothing that I can say or do to keep him from a meltdown. I am exhausted. Constantly living on my nerve endings ready to change direction and avoid a meltdown.
I am so, so tired.