Firing this year.
Jan. 30th, 2025 10:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lintninjaThis year needs to be fired, escorted out of the building and off the planet. Far too many horrible sad things happening in only the first month!
I am gonna whine a bit here- new insurance does not pay full amounts on my meds. All of them. SO right now, I can't afford some of them. Got a new bill from the hospital for Loren's stay there. Ouch! I have set up payments, but ouch again. Tax payment due. Other medical bill payments due. It goes on and on. Went through the tiny little cushion I managed to put away this last Holiday season. All gone go by! Feeling a bit overwhelmed and helpless.
But there are some positive things as well. We have a place to live, food to eat, and clothes to wear. All of which helps. Mr. Loren is doing so much better on the new meds. He still has dementia, and it is not pretty, but the psychosis is mostly in the background now. The temper is ever shorter, but I get that. The apartment looks more like an episode of Hoarders every day, but that is just gonna have to sort itself out slowly.
Anyway, life goes on. I try not to absorb much of the news. I have to try and protect myself as best I can. Mostly this means not watching the news and shutting down when the tantrums happen. I'm tired Boss. It will be easier when I get my mid month SSA money. I am getting alot more hits on my ETSY page this year. More orders too. However this is the dreaded three month slump after the Holidays. Also, people are scared.
I am gonna whine a bit here- new insurance does not pay full amounts on my meds. All of them. SO right now, I can't afford some of them. Got a new bill from the hospital for Loren's stay there. Ouch! I have set up payments, but ouch again. Tax payment due. Other medical bill payments due. It goes on and on. Went through the tiny little cushion I managed to put away this last Holiday season. All gone go by! Feeling a bit overwhelmed and helpless.
But there are some positive things as well. We have a place to live, food to eat, and clothes to wear. All of which helps. Mr. Loren is doing so much better on the new meds. He still has dementia, and it is not pretty, but the psychosis is mostly in the background now. The temper is ever shorter, but I get that. The apartment looks more like an episode of Hoarders every day, but that is just gonna have to sort itself out slowly.
Anyway, life goes on. I try not to absorb much of the news. I have to try and protect myself as best I can. Mostly this means not watching the news and shutting down when the tantrums happen. I'm tired Boss. It will be easier when I get my mid month SSA money. I am getting alot more hits on my ETSY page this year. More orders too. However this is the dreaded three month slump after the Holidays. Also, people are scared.
