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[lintninja]

I am currently locked out of my bedroom. I was on the phone with a bill collector. I left the living room to go into the office and get the papers that I needed to deal with the collection agency. This was misinterpreted as having a secret conversation that was not to be overheard. He storms out and comes back a couple of hours later and won't answer my questions. Then tells me that I am trying to keep secrets from him and shuts himself in the bedroom!
Mostly, I am just really tired by all of this.

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[sushispook]

Oh honey. I know you know this, but holy shit that is not okay and you do not deserve to be treated like this at all, for any reason.

I'm glad you're keeping track of these incidents, as heartbreaking and frustrating as they are.

I love you seest0r. <3

[lintninja]

No, it's not okay. It is what is happening, and it will likely get worse before the end. It's a bit better this morning. I knew something was coming when he started chanting and rocking again. This is a vicious nasty horrible disease.
I have joined some LBD groups online and they have good information and offer some support. The thing is, they also show what is ahead and it ain't pretty. Sigh........